Sometimes my life seems so busy and a general necessity to lessen that busy excess is desired. That is the way of it at the moment. When I look at my calendar and see it jammed packed it seems overwhelming. And to think that it is my own doing. I can't say NO! What I have to do is X out days on the calendar just for John. Although I do some art everyday, the X-ed out days are all art days. On those days I try to focus only on what I am presently working on. Blocking out the rest of the month takes willpower though.